Walking home alone today really got me thinking. Thinking mostly about what to say in this letter. Weather I say everything that I’ve been feeling, or keeping it to myself, but technically that wouldn’t be fair to you. I’ve mostly been wondering how to say I don’t believe I deserve you. You’re always there for me, telling me I’m beautiful, even on the days I’m not so sure I am. You do all these things for me, without me even asking. I’m stuck on how I can live with myself, feeling so guilty that I don’t return the favour. I can’t even put my finger on what it is you do, that makes me smile inside, though my eyes have tears. Yea…I still don’t quiet understand why I’m saying all this, after you can just pass by with me saying “I love you.”

You out of everything in the world, mean so much to me. I have people whispering in my ear to leave you, and that you’re just like the rest. I think their wrong, you’re completely different. You don’t use me, you treat me like a person. You face me, when the whole world looks away. (Yea I know, I’m going really in-depth with this, but just bare with me, it’s almost done…I think) You answer my questions, and fill my heart. You even took away my awkwardness!!! (You should be proud of that one, on a count of it’s almost impossible to do.) I’m not sure if there are any words to even describe how much you mean to me. I’ve never felt this way about someone before.

I wish we could just runaway. I doubt we would make it far though, seeing as neither you nor I can drive. But I’d still run as fast as I can, just as long as your there with me. (Ha! Corny!) ( And see! There’s a reason why girls don’t do this! I’m already starting to cry!)

P.S: Don’t make fun of me for this, I already feel really embarrassed.
P.P.S: If you’re kinda creeped out about this, I don’t blame you. Because there’s so much corny crap in this thing, it hurts…

Love
Jessica